Yes you deserve

You, yes you.
You are truly beautiful.
Your heart is soft as a rose.
Your soul is as pure as water spring from a glacier.
Your touch is like a rain drop fell right on the eyeball.
Your smile is as pleasing as sunrise behind the mountains.
Your voice is like chirping of 100 little birds.
Your face is like a artistically completed portrait that is worth gazing at.
Your hair and curls are so bouncy that one might die to play with them.
What if your head is squishy mess,
What if sometime it becomes a lonely night,
What if sometimes you realize that whatever happened has now gone and have taken away something precious from you..
Hold on, that was just a crap and it happens in life, you are lucky that it happened because you were destined to be this amazing that you are now,
Just know it and believe it,
You deserve better.
You deserve more joyous than that you ever expected.
You deserve to laugh again so loud that you end up holding your stomach.
You deserve to be pampered, you deserve a soul as beautiful as yours.
You deserve to be cared and cured like a kid suffering from a dangerous disease.
You deserve to be praised even at your flaws.
You deserve to feel safe and protected.
You deserve a soul who'll go mad without your presence.
You deserve to be dreamed by someone who understands your inner self.
You deserve a heart who will one day join you in your world.
You deserve a comfort zone in which you can feel his touch and cuddle.
You deserve a strong lap where you can take plenty of a quality sleep without being disturbed.
You deserve a melody sung only for you.
You deserve to be hugged tightly whenever you run out of your mind.
You deserve to be asked for staying a little more.
You deserve to smile every second of your life.
You deserve a company that will feel like a team.
You deserve to blush and look up with killer eyes.
You deserve to be treated in a way that you realize you are the only one.
You deserve to be kissed everyday, every morning, slowly and gently.
you deserve to live the dreams that you saw and thought that they are broken.
You deserve it all back in thousand different ways.
Trust me, one day you are going to live the way you once dreamed, one day this all will settle down, do not forget that God is watching over you, and he is happy with the battles you fought, and for that one day it's going to be so much happy that a tear will drop out of your eye and your heart will tell you "stupid, it's all perfect, stop crying."
And your mind will accept that it was a drop of internal happiness.
And then in that night, under the presence of billion stars, whole universe will see two souls sharing a kiss and living a ton of happy emotions.

-Roh AN

How we learn to love and to whom to love.

For a short period of time I experienced how does it feels to be genuinely interested in knowing someone, knowing each and every thing, what intrigues their mind, what movies they have watched, what books they have read, what songs they listen to, what journals they write, what kind of people they like, what are their career aspects, what is it like to be in their family and home, how their room or personal space looks like, what are the places they wanna go, what pet they wanna have, what kind of workout and diet they would prefer, what kind of car they would drive, what would they do in spare time or at mid of night, when they cried like hell, when they laughed out loud, what's their favourite childhood memory, who their best friends are, what's their worst and best school memory,  what kind of people they have met and experienced  and what lessons they learn from their life.

Probably in everyone's life that time comes and its the time when you yourself feel happy that you are actually getting to know a person inside out.
You feel overwhelmed that you also occupy the tendency to understand a person.
That's the time when you also hold the tendency to get emotionally attached with that person.
once they tell how they feel about a particular incident, you either get inspired or get a instinct of sympathy towards them which is normal human behavior.
Talking to that person seems like reading a book because with every new thing they tell you, you are actually learning something new about them and when you learn something you get happy so ultimately that persons becomes a source of happiness for you.
one of the most important thing we all should know and learn about that time is by being genuinely interested in someone we are not falling in love with them, yes, while being genuinely interested in a person we are falling in love with them instead we are knowing the right way to fall in love.

yes, To be genuinely interested in someone is the right way to fall in love with them.

But we normally misunderstand it, and we think we are in love with the person who has become source of happiness for us.
No its not love, Love is the way you are.
Love is your purity and curiosity to know and learn that person, calling that particular person as your love is wrong.

If your source of happiness, that person somehow becomes the reason for your grief, pain, tears and sorrows then definitely you are practising the right way of love on a wrong person.

Now when you have learned the right way to fall in love, you should know the right person to fall in love with.

so the person to whom you should fall in love with is the person who'll be genuinely interested in you.
yes, once you find someone who is genuinely interested in you, just know that right time has come to take a right decision by choosing the right person and loving him/her in the right way to love (that you might have learned from someone else.)
Its the law of universe that right things done at right time are always successful and that's where you live a successful love life, its the only secret to intimacy, and nothing else.

#Roh_AN